I AM BACK

Hello all I am back! I have gone thru a lot latley but B'h came out on top. My latest problem is my mother in law. The story is that she all alone and I try to do as much as I can for her. Meaning calling her ever day and stuff like that. But it came out recently from her daughter that she does not feel welcome in my house because I told her it was not a good time for her to come this past shabbos. I have hosted her tons of times including whole Yomin Tovim. I am so hurt. So what do I do know? I feel bad not calling her every day because and being in her life but I am so hurt?

lakewoodchick

lakewoodchick

Bitachon

Well I had a little talk with my boss and it came out that he really wants more than I can give him. So I asked him what his is willing to give me when I leave and we came up with a nice amount. He wants me to only leave when I find something good. He alos asked if I can stay a few months till a diffent girl came. I do not knwo what to do in I way why should I give work a dam when I am leaving any way, but the money is good. He did something nice by calling people in our feid to get me a good job. we will wait in see for know I have bitachon and emunah that everything will go alright. Also for thoes if you who follow my blog my son is basically trained ( yay) Chow for know

lakewoodchick

lakewoodchick

Challenges

Hashem gives us challenges that we have to try to get thru. So for any of you8 have read my blog I have been having issues with my job my boss wants more and more hours than I can give. We have come to a compormise or so I though. Untill I found out that it was not really good enough for him and he wants more. So I feel cheated. I really have a lot of bitchon and have been trying to be strong but man do I feel like I am going to have a nervuous brake down. How I am supposed to sit and work and do a good job when I know he is looking for some one else know I know I do a goods job becuase he has told me and I know it is because of the hours. I can not give him and more time. I just want all this to be over. I know that everything is from the beshefer . I feel a little fake because I usally try to daven every day but know I am making sure to . But who else are we supposed to cry to if not for the beshefer. Am I righ. I feel so confused and like I am going to have a breakdown. Plus I am driving my poor husband crazy. Well thanks for listening.

lakewoodchick

lakewoodchick

Life

Thank g-d the job worked out. I gave a little bit more hours. I know what you think but my husband is a great father and between both us my son will get the time he needs. My next dillema how to toilet train. My son is almost 3 he must be trained. Any ideas

lakewoodchick

lakewoodchick
Life

So I have job thank g-d everything worked out I gave in alittle but I hope it will work. For my next dillema how to toilet training help. I have a little boy who needs to be trained.

Advice

lakewoodchick

So the world have blogging has welcomed me thank you. I have a very hard decision to make before sukkos I was approched by my boss and made an offer of more money for more time put in by work and if I could not give more time I do not have a job. Even though I have done so much for the company but that is besides the point. So made an offer of the hours I could give and it was rejected. He still wants more. But the thing is that I am a mommy of an adorable little boy adn I feel if I give anymore I wont be to much of a mommy and everytime I think about I could cry. I feel bad because I am so upset and that make my husbamd upset and he tells me everything is going ot be fine but I just want to yell. Any advice

life

Well the world of blogging had welcomed me thank you. I feel like I can vent and it feels good. I have a had a very hard few week besides having tons of company. I was offered a nice amount of money for more hours at work or no work at all. So I figured out the amount of time I could give but my boss is still pushing for more. I feel torn you see I have the cutest two and half year old little boy and I just can not give anmore I want to be around to raise him but I love my job. Everytime I think about it makes me want to cry. So whats a girl to do?

sukkos

Hi,

I just came across this thing called bloggin feel like it will be me exress myself. Succos with tons of family sounds great. They are but some times you just need quiet. I feel like I have to always be on show. Thats all for know.