lakewoodchick

lakewoodchick

Challenges

Hashem gives us challenges that we have to try to get thru. So for any of you8 have read my blog I have been having issues with my job my boss wants more and more hours than I can give. We have come to a compormise or so I though. Untill I found out that it was not really good enough for him and he wants more. So I feel cheated. I really have a lot of bitchon and have been trying to be strong but man do I feel like I am going to have a nervuous brake down. How I am supposed to sit and work and do a good job when I know he is looking for some one else know I know I do a goods job becuase he has told me and I know it is because of the hours. I can not give him and more time. I just want all this to be over. I know that everything is from the beshefer . I feel a little fake because I usally try to daven every day but know I am making sure to . But who else are we supposed to cry to if not for the beshefer. Am I righ. I feel so confused and like I am going to have a breakdown. Plus I am driving my poor husband crazy. Well thanks for listening.